story so far

Derren Brown is gradually becoming one of my favourite magicians. His passion for the art comes across very strongly through his writings and ofcourse his magic is as potent as can be. Ofcourse I have managed to secure both of his books ``illegally" through what he refers to as ``...Her Majesty's Internet".
Derren would hate it I guess, and
many would condemn such acts of procurement. But for me the sheer joy of getting myself acquainted with magic in all its form is far more greater than the justification of the means I utilize to do that. Many a times it really boils down to the ability to afford a commodity. The vulgar dollar to ruppee conversion rate and the serious lack of motivation amongst Indian magicians are two of the many reasons that come to mind as a possible justification of such ``illegal" procurement. I have shelled out an awful lot of money in the past to procure books and secrets; I still do. I, however don't make much trouble over the issue of ethics when it comes to learning magic. I simply love knowing more about it.
Coming back to Derren, I guess the best compliment I could give him is this: I want to give up magic !
If you analyze this so called compliment in the light of my insane love for magic you would probably understand how good a magician Derren is. His views are so damn strong that he makes me feel ashamed of calling myself a magician. Simply for the love of magic I would love to see more of Derren like personalities in magic and less of dimwits like myself ! And yes I honestly believe that.